不许哭 - 云美鑫

进一步或 退一步 结局一样是未知数
被羡慕也 被忌妒 当我的手被你握住
想起当初如何被守护 嚐尽了甜头也吃过了苦
翻着回忆不断地阅读 我们付出如此投入

我告诉自己无论如何不许哭
被你放弃不是最痛的输
也许对你温柔拥抱还有贪图
我已准备 觉悟

我告诉自己无论如何不许哭
因为至少我们曾经被祝福
如果留下伤口要微笑着康復
我应该满足 我非常满足

想起当初如何被守护 嚐尽了甜头也吃过了苦
翻着回忆不断地阅读 我们付出如此投入

我告诉自己无论如何不许哭
被你放弃不是最痛的输
也许对你温柔拥抱还有贪图
我已准备 觉悟

我告诉自己无论如何不许哭
因为至少我们曾经被祝福
如果留下伤口要微笑着康復
我应该满足 我非常满足

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I love to listen to this song.

Somehow or rather, it tells me to be strong.

Tells me not to cry so easily.

Tells me that everything will be ok.

It gives me the courage.

And sort of comfort me when I feel down.

Like now. =(

So pain, it hurts.

Today is the third day of the new semester.

Went back to UTAR eventho there's no class today.

Went to support 大日子 WooHoo Movie Sharing Session.

The event ended around 6pm.

Erm.. actually not until so late laa...

I stayed back because I wanted to take pic with the artistes.

Hahaha.^^

As you know, 6pm is a bad bad time to travel in the highway.

The traffic jam damn teruk teruk!

I used 1 hour 30 mins to reach home.

From PJ back to Subang need to take so long.

Ish Ish.. reach home damn tired.

But but... a little bit of sacrifice is okie.

Coz.. I got to take pic with Bernard Hiew! ^^

Omg... he is sooo cuteee! *melts*

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I hate to be controlled by people.

If its my family member, then it's ok.

But you... who do you think you are?

You don't have the right to control me.

I don't need to report to you every single little thing in my life.

And you don't have the right to scold me for that!

Your attitude really despise me.

Stop being so childish and pls grow up!

And, I really mean what I say.

My life would be so much better without your existence.

So pls stay away from me. Thankyouverymuch.

Some people just don't understand.

Uni is reopening on Monday.

I felt excited yet dreaded for this day to come. ><

Excited is because it is my last sem as a uni student.

Dreaded is because of all the assignments that are waiting for me.

Monday. 8am class.

I seriously hope that I can wake up.

Ever since the holidays started...

I slept at 5am and wake up at 3pm. =(

My clock became upside down already. Aiks.

This time the timetable doesn't look too bad for me.

At least we have wednesday off.

And the other days also not so hectic.

Hehe.

My holidays have been wonderful as well.

Even tho this holidays is just 3 weeks...

but I felt as though it is 2 months!!

Maybe coz I had been going out almost everyday. Sigh ><

Had many gatherings and meet ups.

Met up with long lost friends... classmates...

High school friends... primary friends....

Plus a holiday trip with my family. ^^

So new semester. New hope.

I really hope so.

Seriously gonna work hard for this sem.

And and... i'm gonna graduate soon.

Can't wait for it. =)

No inspiration to write quote today.

World Vision Event with Danell Lee

I think the title speaks for itself. Hahaha.

So I went to his event at Tropicana City Mall last Saturday.

What more can I say? I'm totally in love with him!!

It's been ages since I last saw him.

Haizz. The disadvantage of being short.

All the photos I capture is not really nice. Sigh.

The people in front of me were freaking tall!! =(

But anw, I got to take a personal pic with him!!

My first ever personal pic with Danell Lee after all these years of supporting!

And that's what matters most. Hehehe. ^^

After the event, I went to walk around the mall. Alone.

Haha. But I don't feel lonely.

Coz I always like to shop alone one geh. ><

Brought this Top from a shop called Asian Heritage.

This Top cost me RM77. So expensive! ><

So much damage from my wallet. ><

Haiz.. decided to go home after that to prevent more damage.

Hahaha.. but i go home as a happy happy girl!

Because of one person!

The picture of the day! <3

Still as friendly as ever, still as amazing as ever.

Your voice still mesmerize me after 5 long years.

So much influences, so much changes.. because of your existence.

You coloured my life, it will never be the same without you.

Thank you Danell, for everything! =)

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.

HAPPY 2010

My very first post in 2010.

I realise its been 8 months since my last post! hahaha..

So sorry for that.

It's just simply I'm too busy or I do not have the mood to blog. ><

So many things happened to me in this 8 months.

I've completed my internship in RTM.

Am glad that I met many wonderful people there.

Helpful people as well; that teaches me lots of things.

Things that I will never be able to learn in University.

Not forgetting, those lovely artistes and hosts.

It's my pleasure to meet them and help them as well.

Last day at RTM with my wonderful colleagues.

The programme that I was attached to throughout these 3 months. Hello On Two (HOT) shows on every Mon - Thurs, 7.30am to 8.30am. Many bittersweet memories I have there. All in all I would like to say I miss you guys very much!! HOT rocks!! =)

Actually there is still many pictures about my internship.

But posting everything on blogspot will take alot of time.

So if you all want to see other pictures, just check out my facebook ya. Hehe =)

After internship, we have this short sem with 3 subjects.

Eventho its just 3 subjects, but we were rushing for the deadline like hell.

Can say towards the end of the sem, I only slept 2 hours a day.

Torturing, I know.

The bed is so tempting at that moment;

but I know once I lie down, my assignment is gone.

I won't be able to finish it on time.

So I force my eyes to open while my brain is half dead. ><

To cut the long story short, I manage to finish all my assignments on time.

But there's this particular subject, Film Appreciation, makes me worry the most.

It requires us to analyze the film that we see; and it's super difficult.

After the Finals, I seriously thought I would failed.

I thought I couldn't graduate this May.

I was very dissapointed with myself.

And for the first time, I cried because of EXAM.

It really makes my semester break very miserable.

But but.. after today, all my burden seem to be lifted off my shoulder.

My final examinations result came out jor. ^^

Yesterday I stayed up whole night just to log into intranet.

And finally I managed to go in at 7.50am. ==

I nervously scrolled down.. and...

I PASSED. I PASSED ALL MY SUBJECTS.

Almost can't believe my eyes.. I checked the name again. ><

Whoa.. It's true. I am so so lucky. I kept thanking God.

No need to say, my CGPA dropped gau gau.

BUT.. I am just so glad that I passed the subject that I feared so much. =)

Lesson learned. No last minute studying from now onwards.