Exam period.
2 papers down, 4 more to go.
Tmr is my exam for TV Production I.
And here I am blogging, complaining, wasting my time. @@
Sigh. I dont know why I have no mood to study.
Initially wanted to start earlier, but I have to drag it until today.
I seriously can't wait for Finals to finish.
Can't wait to have my freedom back.
Can't wait to hang out with my friends.
I'm really very very tired.
This semester had really drained out all the energy in me.
Oh ya, have I mentioned next sem I will be going for my internship?
Yea.. I'll be working at RTM.
And the department I'll be working at is Ai FM.
Lucky? Or not?
Well, I don't know.
We'll have to wait and see.
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H.U.R.T.
If only words can define this four letter word.
Why did it turn out this way? I keep asking myself.
I don't know how I landed in this position.
I don't know how can I fall so hard.
I don't know how to explain.
I don't know how to begin.
Words you said pierced through my heart.
It's broken into pieces, nobody could ever mend it back.
It really does hurts.
How long I've kept this feeling to myself, I don't know.
Ever since that day, I tried to avoid you.
I tried to ignore, I tried to forget.
But, I failed miserably.
Why did you have to message me?
Why do you have to remind me back of all the pain?
Why.... ??
You're the person I used to called my "Soulmate".
You're the person I used to called my "best friend".
But everything will never be the same anymore.
All the sms-es you sent me, puts a smile on my face.
I guess no one could ever made me smile like you did. No one could.
H.O.P.E.
I don't know why am I still hoping.
Perhaps for a miracle to happen?
Hoping you would tell me: Everything is just a joke.
But I knew.. its never meant to be.
I'll never ever be a part of you.
People say time can heal everything.
But how long will I take??
I couldn't deny that at this moment I still cared for you.
I still missed you.
I still loved you.
Perhaps much more that anyone else would.
But I will try my best.
To forget about everything.
To erase you from my memory.
To erase the name that I remembered so clearly.
Love that we cannot have is the one that lasts the longest,
Hurts the deepest and
Feels the strongest.
It's been 6 years, I fell in love with you.
But everything changed in just a split second.
"Wo bu yao zai wei ni liu yan lei le."
A promise I made to myself.
I don't wish to fall in love again; coz I don't wanna get hurt anymore.
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