For once, I hoped that nobody will wish me "Happy Birthday" at all.
Because I have a feeling that I will not be "Happy" on that day.
Yup and I have already been unhappy for the past 1 week!
伤心，难过
到底有人明白我的心情吗？
在公司，我对着他们笑。
但是有没有人这道我的心在哭吗？
In front of my family,
I pretend to be happy and excited.
In front of my colleagues,
I pretend to be busy with work.
In front of my friends,
I pretend to look calm as if nothing has went wrong.
It's fake, I know.
当我最需要人陪的时候，是谁会留在我身边陪我？
当我撞车的时候，是谁可以来帮我？
当我迷路的时候，是谁带我去到目的？
当我晕倒的时候，是谁会扶我起来？
没有人。都是我一个人。
Sometimes I will be thinking.
Does my existence really matters to the world?
Since my birth until now, I am only a burden to anyone I met.
Yup, I am not important.
And I will not be important to anyone.
我是一个普通的女人。
希望可以找到幸福。
就像童话里的公主。
可是我也知道。
我没办法得到那种幸福。
Happiness? What does happiness mean?
What we need to do in order to achieve happiness?
How do we define happiness?
Money? Career? Food? Family? Or the love of your life?
眼泪就是我现在最好的朋友。
我不想的。。可是没办法。。
为什么心可以那么痛？
有时候，自己会问自己，
每天都哭哭哭。
你不累的吗？
A friend once told me.
A smile is a curve that makes things right.
So smile more and be happy.
I've tried.. And I've really tried.
But things doesn't seem right to me yet.
如果我真的消失了。
有人会疯狂的去找我吗？
如果我真的消失了。
有人会为我哭吗？
如果我真的消失了。
有人会还记得我吗？
The beauty of dreams,
Your future, your career, your love, your life,
Is shaped based on your own creativity,
That's why I love dreaming,
But sadly,
Reality is not as beautiful as what you dreamt it to be.
爱情，
可以让人很开心，
也可以让人很痛苦，
可是对我来说，
我选择了你，
就会跟着你一辈子，
虽然有许多困难，
虽然要放弃自己的梦想，
虽然要放弃自己的所有，
从不后悔，
因为我知道，
什么是对我最重要，
什么是让我最开心，
只有你一个。
Meeting you was fate. Being your friend was a choice. But falling in love with you was... beyond my control.
Hmm...How long u din check on ur blogspot le?
ReplyDeleteStill here, see when will u remember to check ur own blogspot~
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