Week 9 is a tough tough week!

But... after today i will be free...

Temporarily~ =(

Need to pass up 2 major reports tomorrow.

But... right now I have nothing to do..

I've finished my part... and on9-ing in Wendys~

Waiting for "someone" to send me her part....

So that I can combine the report.

So siennn... aiks @@

Sien dou I need to write blog to entertain myself Xp

Hahaha.

Anw, can't wait for this week to finish.

After that, we'll only have presentations.

And also Film Studies assignments of course.

Hmm.. Juz hope that this sem will end quickly.

I desperately need holidayssss! ^^

I need strength to continue my journey ahead.

当一个男人做出这些事，他真的很爱你了

很多女人常说男人的话不能信，谁都能靠的住，就是男人靠不住之类的话，很可悲，只能说你没有遇到好男人，或者说，根本不了解男人。一个男人如果真的爱你的话，就一定会做出下面这些事：

一、愿意为你掏钱。
钱，在感情生活中不是最重要的，但是是必须的。一个男人如果是真的爱你的话，就不会为你去计算钱，只要你需要的合理，有能力支付，就一定不会不答应。因为在他心里，连你都是他的了，为什么还不能给你花钱？

二、愿意听你诉苦
女人常常会有很多的不开心事情，在男人看来很多只是很小的事情，甚至不值得去在乎。一个爱你的男人，会希望了解到你在想什么，会愿意听你的诉苦，听完你很多的话后，再发表下评论，安慰下你。

三、愿意为你让自己受苦
年轻的男人，大多数是爱拼搏的，自己苦一点，累一点，没有关系，经济条件有限的人，会自己减少开支，来付出在感情上，有能力的人，则会在做每一件事的时候，都在考虑关于你的未来。自己吃饭的时候，会在想你有没有吃，自己在娱乐的时候，总会想到要是能把你带去就好了，自己在开心的时候，总会想到你这时候会是怎样的心情，总之不管自己处于什么状态，都会想到你。

四、愿意为你收场
两个人在一起吃饭，常常女生最后都会说吃不下了，爱你的男人，会情愿帮你的吃完剩下的。现在这个年龄的男人，大多数在家里是被当着宝贝养大的，一直都是家人付出，自己享受，如果真的很爱一个人，他会放下自己，去为了爱的人。

五、在关键时候，总会护住你
两个人一起逛街的时候，爱你的男人会走在靠马路的一边，而你则在靠马路里面的一边，这样你会很安全。登山的时候，爱你的男人总会在你后面，可以保护着你向上爬。下雨的时候，总会把伞向你那边多倾斜一点，即使自己淋湿了，也不想让你受到一点点的雨淋。刮大风的时候，会紧紧抱住你，不让你被风吹到……不管在什么情况下，都愿意尽量减少给你带去的伤害。

一个好男人，是需要一个好女人好好把握的，也许你现在身边的男人并不完美，并不是你一直所憧憬的那样的王子般的男人，但是他只要是真心对你好的，你就应该去珍惜，一个女人对男人最大的珍惜，就是好好的去爱他，心里只有他一个，愿意和他一起去承受生活中要面对的。

最后，希望全天下所有真心相爱的人，好好在一起，好好的彼此珍惜，共同面对。

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Hahaha... still got such perfect guy one arr? lolx

If got also, hard to get de lor...

This type of guy can consider become history liao~ blek XP

Hmm ok.. I know I very wu liao @@

If I am stress I will become like that de...

Hopefully I will be normal very very soon~ XDXD

Back to assignments.

五点多了。

可是我睡不着。。 不想睡。

今天，心情真得不好。

很难过。。很想找一个人聊天。

可是已经很晚了。。全部人都睡了。

不知道应该找谁。

只能在这里写下我的心情。

可能我自己想太多了吧？

我不知道。。

为什么一点事情都可以让我那么不开心。。

可能他对我太重要了吧？

真的不想哭的。

可是今天，眼泪不断地流下来。。

哭了很久。

后果，什么事情都还没做。

Assignment 也没做好。。

考试也考不好。

真的觉得自己很失败。

为什么我会变成这样？？

还有，要给我的班的艾小姐快气死了。

自己的事情都管不好。

还要来管我的事。

真得很想跟他说。。

不要再烦我了！

haizz... 算了吧。

不许哭 - 云美鑫

进一步或 退一步 结局一样是未知数
被羡慕也 被忌妒 当我的手被你握住
想起当初如何被守护 嚐尽了甜头也吃过了苦
翻着回忆不断地阅读 我们付出如此投入

我告诉自己无论如何不许哭
被你放弃不是最痛的输
也许对你温柔拥抱还有贪图
我已准备 觉悟

我告诉自己无论如何不许哭
因为至少我们曾经被祝福
如果留下伤口要微笑着康復
我应该满足 我非常满足

想起当初如何被守护 嚐尽了甜头也吃过了苦
翻着回忆不断地阅读 我们付出如此投入

我告诉自己无论如何不许哭
被你放弃不是最痛的输
也许对你温柔拥抱还有贪图
我已准备 觉悟

我告诉自己无论如何不许哭
因为至少我们曾经被祝福
如果留下伤口要微笑着康復
我应该满足 我非常满足

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I love to listen to this song.

Somehow or rather, it tells me to be strong.

Tells me not to cry so easily.

Tells me that everything will be ok.

It gives me the courage.

And sort of comfort me when I feel down.

Like now. =(

So pain, it hurts.

Today is the third day of the new semester.

Went back to UTAR eventho there's no class today.

Went to support 大日子 WooHoo Movie Sharing Session.

The event ended around 6pm.

Erm.. actually not until so late laa...

I stayed back because I wanted to take pic with the artistes.

Hahaha.^^

As you know, 6pm is a bad bad time to travel in the highway.

The traffic jam damn teruk teruk!

I used 1 hour 30 mins to reach home.

From PJ back to Subang need to take so long.

Ish Ish.. reach home damn tired.

But but... a little bit of sacrifice is okie.

Coz.. I got to take pic with Bernard Hiew! ^^

Omg... he is sooo cuteee! *melts*

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I hate to be controlled by people.

If its my family member, then it's ok.

But you... who do you think you are?

You don't have the right to control me.

I don't need to report to you every single little thing in my life.

And you don't have the right to scold me for that!

Your attitude really despise me.

Stop being so childish and pls grow up!

And, I really mean what I say.

My life would be so much better without your existence.

So pls stay away from me. Thankyouverymuch.

Some people just don't understand.

Uni is reopening on Monday.

I felt excited yet dreaded for this day to come. ><

Excited is because it is my last sem as a uni student.

Dreaded is because of all the assignments that are waiting for me.

Monday. 8am class.

I seriously hope that I can wake up.

Ever since the holidays started...

I slept at 5am and wake up at 3pm. =(

My clock became upside down already. Aiks.

This time the timetable doesn't look too bad for me.

At least we have wednesday off.

And the other days also not so hectic.

Hehe.

My holidays have been wonderful as well.

Even tho this holidays is just 3 weeks...

but I felt as though it is 2 months!!

Maybe coz I had been going out almost everyday. Sigh ><

Had many gatherings and meet ups.

Met up with long lost friends... classmates...

High school friends... primary friends....

Plus a holiday trip with my family. ^^

So new semester. New hope.

I really hope so.

Seriously gonna work hard for this sem.

And and... i'm gonna graduate soon.

Can't wait for it. =)

No inspiration to write quote today.

World Vision Event with Danell Lee

I think the title speaks for itself. Hahaha.

So I went to his event at Tropicana City Mall last Saturday.

What more can I say? I'm totally in love with him!!

It's been ages since I last saw him.

Haizz. The disadvantage of being short.

All the photos I capture is not really nice. Sigh.

The people in front of me were freaking tall!! =(

But anw, I got to take a personal pic with him!!

My first ever personal pic with Danell Lee after all these years of supporting!

And that's what matters most. Hehehe. ^^

After the event, I went to walk around the mall. Alone.

Haha. But I don't feel lonely.

Coz I always like to shop alone one geh. ><

Brought this Top from a shop called Asian Heritage.

This Top cost me RM77. So expensive! ><

So much damage from my wallet. ><

Haiz.. decided to go home after that to prevent more damage.

Hahaha.. but i go home as a happy happy girl!

Because of one person!

The picture of the day! <3

Still as friendly as ever, still as amazing as ever.

Your voice still mesmerize me after 5 long years.

So much influences, so much changes.. because of your existence.

You coloured my life, it will never be the same without you.

Thank you Danell, for everything! =)

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.

HAPPY 2010

My very first post in 2010.

I realise its been 8 months since my last post! hahaha..

So sorry for that.

It's just simply I'm too busy or I do not have the mood to blog. ><

So many things happened to me in this 8 months.

I've completed my internship in RTM.

Am glad that I met many wonderful people there.

Helpful people as well; that teaches me lots of things.

Things that I will never be able to learn in University.

Not forgetting, those lovely artistes and hosts.

It's my pleasure to meet them and help them as well.

Last day at RTM with my wonderful colleagues.

The programme that I was attached to throughout these 3 months. Hello On Two (HOT) shows on every Mon - Thurs, 7.30am to 8.30am. Many bittersweet memories I have there. All in all I would like to say I miss you guys very much!! HOT rocks!! =)

Actually there is still many pictures about my internship.

But posting everything on blogspot will take alot of time.

So if you all want to see other pictures, just check out my facebook ya. Hehe =)

After internship, we have this short sem with 3 subjects.

Eventho its just 3 subjects, but we were rushing for the deadline like hell.

Can say towards the end of the sem, I only slept 2 hours a day.

Torturing, I know.

The bed is so tempting at that moment;

but I know once I lie down, my assignment is gone.

I won't be able to finish it on time.

So I force my eyes to open while my brain is half dead. ><

To cut the long story short, I manage to finish all my assignments on time.

But there's this particular subject, Film Appreciation, makes me worry the most.

It requires us to analyze the film that we see; and it's super difficult.

After the Finals, I seriously thought I would failed.

I thought I couldn't graduate this May.

I was very dissapointed with myself.

And for the first time, I cried because of EXAM.

It really makes my semester break very miserable.

But but.. after today, all my burden seem to be lifted off my shoulder.

My final examinations result came out jor. ^^

Yesterday I stayed up whole night just to log into intranet.

And finally I managed to go in at 7.50am. ==

I nervously scrolled down.. and...

I PASSED. I PASSED ALL MY SUBJECTS.

Almost can't believe my eyes.. I checked the name again. ><

Whoa.. It's true. I am so so lucky. I kept thanking God.

No need to say, my CGPA dropped gau gau.

BUT.. I am just so glad that I passed the subject that I feared so much. =)

Lesson learned. No last minute studying from now onwards.

Exam period.

2 papers down, 4 more to go.

Tmr is my exam for TV Production I.

And here I am blogging, complaining, wasting my time. @@

Sigh. I dont know why I have no mood to study.

Initially wanted to start earlier, but I have to drag it until today.

I seriously can't wait for Finals to finish.

Can't wait to have my freedom back.

Can't wait to hang out with my friends.

I'm really very very tired.

This semester had really drained out all the energy in me.

Oh ya, have I mentioned next sem I will be going for my internship?

Yea.. I'll be working at RTM.

And the department I'll be working at is Ai FM.

Lucky? Or not?

Well, I don't know.

We'll have to wait and see.

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H.U.R.T.

If only words can define this four letter word.

Why did it turn out this way? I keep asking myself.

I don't know how I landed in this position.

I don't know how can I fall so hard.

I don't know how to explain.

I don't know how to begin.

Words you said pierced through my heart.

It's broken into pieces, nobody could ever mend it back.

It really does hurts.

How long I've kept this feeling to myself, I don't know.

Ever since that day, I tried to avoid you.

I tried to ignore, I tried to forget.

But, I failed miserably.

Why did you have to message me?

Why do you have to remind me back of all the pain?

Why.... ??

You're the person I used to called my "Soulmate".

You're the person I used to called my "best friend".

But everything will never be the same anymore.

All the sms-es you sent me, puts a smile on my face.

I guess no one could ever made me smile like you did. No one could.

H.O.P.E.

I don't know why am I still hoping.

Perhaps for a miracle to happen?

Hoping you would tell me: Everything is just a joke.

But I knew.. its never meant to be.

I'll never ever be a part of you.

People say time can heal everything.

But how long will I take??

I couldn't deny that at this moment I still cared for you.

I still missed you.

I still loved you.

Perhaps much more that anyone else would.

But I will try my best.

To forget about everything.

To erase you from my memory.

To erase the name that I remembered so clearly.

Love that we cannot have is the one that lasts the longest,

Hurts the deepest and

Feels the strongest.

It's been 6 years, I fell in love with you.

But everything changed in just a split second.

"Wo bu yao zai wei ni liu yan lei le."

A promise I made to myself.

I don't wish to fall in love again; coz I don't wanna get hurt anymore.

Finally, the most hectic week is over.
But NO! That doesn't mean that I can relax yet.
Still have heaps of workload waiting to be done. =(
Presentations and a few assignments due date in the coming week.
Sigh.. when can I escape from this torture?
3 weeks from now? which means after week 14?
Noooo... It will be final exam that time. After that internship.
So it means that I couldn't take a break after all.
The never-ending work. Haizzz.

On a happier note, yesternight was Earth Day.
So did you turn off the lights?
For me, I did turn off the lights but not the electricity~
Well, they said turn off the lights only right? =P
Didn't say anything about electricity tho. Hahaha.
Anw, am just glad to have contributed to the Earth Day. =)

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Tagged by Ms. Anna. =D

If you're Asian you GOTTA take this quiz.
If you're not, envy the Asians.

So, how 'asian' are you?????

[x] Both of your parents are from Asia
[x] You were born in Asia
[ ] You use the term "Azn"
[ ] You think DDR is cool
[ ] You've watched lots of anime
[ ] You like Korean drama
[x] You have stuff hanging on your phone
[ ] Your parents want you to marry within your own race
[x] You eat rice almost everyday
[ ] You drink lemon tea

X's so far: 4

[ ] You style your hair
[x] You have a bebo/myspace/friendster
[x] You speak languages other than English
[ ] Your parents are strict compared to other REALLY asian parents
[ ] Your parents have high expectations of you
[x] You always get A's/B's on your report
[ ] You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics/Accounting
[x] You know your multiplication table
[ ] You play badminton or table tennis
[ ] You've seen the asian version The ring/The grudge

X's so far: 8

[x] You go/want to go to a university and would NEVER consider an apprenticeship
[x] You own an asian car (Honda, Toyota, etc)
[x] You're not the only child
[x] You've gotten little red envelopes around February
[x] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do
[ ] (If you're a girl)You prefer white guys over asian guys (If you're a guy) You prefer asian girls
[x] Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted
[ ] You can do the rubiks cube
[x] You have a box of noodles somewhere in your house
[x] You play video games

X's so far: 16

[x] Every time you're going out your parents ask you where you're going and what time you'll be home
[ ] You have karaoke at home
[x] You know BOA/Gazette/Ayumi Hamasaki/Gackt
[x] You've been to a LAN more than 3 times
[ ] You have incense sticks/moth balls in your house
[ ] You own a gaming console
[x] You play a musical instrument
[x] You don't wear shoes in your house
[x] You can use chopsticks
[ ] You get nothing if you do well in school

X's so far: 22

[ ] Your parents won't let you go out if you have school the next day
[x] You have asian songs on your computer/iPod
[ ] You don't like football(soccer)
[x] You have a curfew
[ ] You know what ulzzang/tb mean
[ ] You know what purikura is
[ ] You like bubble tea
[ ] Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can "grow into it" and wear it for years to come
[x] You've played final fantasy
[ ] You believe in fortune cookies

X's so far: 25

[x] You know what bok choy is
[ ] You've heard the song "Got rice?"
[x] You have a tutor
[ ] You've had pockys/yan yan before
[x] When you seek for your mother's permission she replies "Ask your dad"

X's so far: 28

Your total x 2
Result: 56%

wakakak.. so I'm considered ASIAN lol~ Xp
Btw, just taking a break from the heavy workload.
And now, its time for me to resume my oh-so-boring work. @@

You just didn't get my hints.